I did not need too merely seek, but to look for your craftmanship, to once in my life trust the process, trust the builder.

We are loved and isn’t that the mystery?

On that day when my walls collapsed to rubble, like those of Jericho. I stood amidst the debris..

On some days, I leave my faith on my bedside table like my lukewarm cup of tea.

My love, I have a heart of a wanderer but I have found my home here with you.

So dear friend, if you find those words, please hold them gently, they have traveled far.

And this is the marvel of marvels, that He called me Beloved. - C.S Lewis

The most passionate people I have met have the most battered hearts, but continue to spark a light unto those who have encountered their glow.

I have seen your fingerprints in the leaves, the art of detail so clear to the eye. I have heard your voice in the crashing of the waves

You have seen me on the days that I become tornado and leave my whole day in chaos. You have stood in the middle of the storm with me and held my fear in your hands and said it was okay.

To be girl is to be asked to speak up while being silenced. To be girl is to fight to be visible, to fight to be heard. You must shout to be heard.

When my feet touch the ground, may they follow your footsteps. When I fall, may I reach for your hand only.

You are more than words, words don’t even do you justice. You are the consistent glow of the moon during gloomy nights.

My dear friend, when it becomes very evident that I am panicking please remind me to breathe, I trip upon my own thoughts and forget to wholly inhale and exhale during these crucial moments.

I glance down at my shaky hands and whispered a thank you, “You always held on when everything was telling you to let go. You were white knuckled and ready to fight for this life even when my mind was not.”

This anxiety is the weight that sits on my chest at random moments throughout the day, when I feel as if something is crushing me and I am holding at my chest trying to make my heart beat normally again.

You are not the darkness, you are light, you are astonishingly so worth it. Stay, you are worth it. You are enough, you fill up this world to the brim with something that no one else can fulfill. You are so needed.